Everything`s been so different without you .

I know i can`t have a decent conversation with you anymore and i should have been more appreciative of that . I`ve learned my lesson , kay ? I miss you more than ever and i don`t know how to undo all of this . I guess i don`t even deserve forgiveness . I screwed everything up . What a fucked up thing to do . I`m so sorry you have to go through with that .